it was not a bright day for you, not as good as you taught, somehow, it's even worse. everything that happened today making you more depressing..
you won't realise that you have done something stupid till you wake up from your dream. you taught that you make a good conversation, but then, you noticed that, you have no idea what you are talking about.
you blur, you didn't have words to say, you out of topic, and the worst was, you talked about something that others don't like, an at the end, they didn't wanna talk with you anymore, and they will find an excuse to avoid another long conversation with you.
what should you do?
you need to change, the way you think (think before you talk), you need to know what others like, more important, you need to know what are you talking about (jangan putar-putar belit)
you are not silly, you can speak, but you're shy, you afraid that you will make mistake, you afraid of what the reaction will be, the consequences + you don't even believe in yourself.
please change yourself, for your own good...............................................